Phew! It’s been a while I posted here last. Mehn, it’s been up and down since I last posted here, but I gotta say it feels good. It feels good to be back, writing, expressing myself. It’s not an easy feat, but it has been in the books for a while now. The question kept panicking my mind, “When would you go back and what would you write?”
So here I am, writing, trying to make sense of things. What I can tell you right off the block is that some things have definitely changed. For one, the site title has changed from whatever it was to I AM A BOOK. Yea-yea, I know what you’re thinking right now, “I am a book… what could that even mean?” Well, it means literally. It’s a new thought, a new perspective. It’s a new attempt at trying to be more consistent in expressing myself.
I did cook something up not too long ago; a site, a question-and-answer site. I could swear the plan was crystal clear. Right now I don’t even know what I was thinking, but I did register the site’s domain on Hostgator, hosted it and all, only to ask for a refund after days of working on the site. I got a refund minus domain registration fee. Well, I couldn’t complain, for what it’s worth I got my money back.
It’s kinda discouraging when you start something new and it doesn’t work out. You kinda start losing hope in yourself, like “What the hell was I even thinking?” But the intriguing thing is that at the point of inception of your wonderful idea, it made so much sense! You could swear it had already started yielding fruit in your head, then you try it out and it’s all downhill from there.
But one idea that doesn’t fade easy is self-expression. Yea, you could get tired of expressing yourself, but it’s something you’re always hungry for. That inner peace you get when you start scripting things from nowhere. It’s almost therapeutic.
Well, guys, I’m happy to be here, to be back, to feed my meagre but growing followership my sprouts of self-expression. So, guys, hang on, read on, and till the next one. Ciao!