Sorry I missed your call. I’m sorry but I did it on purpose. I just wasn’t ready to talk. I felt like our conversation would have been a mess if we talked. Can we just write to each other, please? I know you don’t even want to have anything to do with me, I know you’ve moved on, but I don’t mind. Anytime you write to me is fine. Look, I’m sorry for being like this. I’m sorry for being emotional, but this is the way I was born, this is the way I’ve always been. Do you think people change? Do you think I can become like you? Would we get back together then? Does my nature piss you off? Is that why you left? Trust me I’m trying to change. I’m trying to be indifferent. But it’s just so hard! I think people can’t really change at their core. I tried to change for you. I’m sorry it didn’t work out.