I’m sad. I’m always sad. Mum and dad are worried for me, they think I’m depressed. And they’re right, I am depressed. My inability to socialize effectively is preventing me from knowing people to the level that we were. How do you begin anew? All the time spent calling, all the time spent feeling, the adventures, the risks. I don’t think I can do it all again, I’m just too tired for all that stress. Falling in love is so much work and I don’t think I have that energy right now. Do you ever get the feeling that we should not have broken up? Do you ever get the feeling that we could just make up and let the issues just go away whatever they were? Maybe this difficulty in meeting new people is a sign that we’re still meant to be together. Is it possible for us to get back to where we started?